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Wednesday, January 27, 2010
#23
finally finished the last remnant , ahas .
geez , ever since she left i feel so imcomplete my life pattern just went out of place , sigh*
well i went parramatta today , with jason and his girlfriend , since bloody 10 in the morning lmfao . yeah spent like i dont know couple of hours there just watching jasons girlfriend friends cwalking and went to eat mcdonalds , and walked around parramtaa , omg seeing couples every where , makes me wonder wheres my girl , but i relised that shes gone , but it feels like shes still there when shes not , i guess its just all in my head , i cant believe i just let her walk away just like that , i cant believe i had that fight , i was so angry but now i relise i regret it , i want to apologise but i dont have the right words to say it , well i hope ill be fine , but inside i know i wont because i lost the love that was ridicously perfect , where do i start where do i go , i just dont know anymore . well that was pretty much it ..
withoutyoumylifeisjustdownthedrain..
geez , ever since she left i feel so imcomplete my life pattern just went out of place , sigh*
well i went parramatta today , with jason and his girlfriend , since bloody 10 in the morning lmfao . yeah spent like i dont know couple of hours there just watching jasons girlfriend friends cwalking and went to eat mcdonalds , and walked around parramtaa , omg seeing couples every where , makes me wonder wheres my girl , but i relised that shes gone , but it feels like shes still there when shes not , i guess its just all in my head , i cant believe i just let her walk away just like that , i cant believe i had that fight , i was so angry but now i relise i regret it , i want to apologise but i dont have the right words to say it , well i hope ill be fine , but inside i know i wont because i lost the love that was ridicously perfect , where do i start where do i go , i just dont know anymore . well that was pretty much it ..
withoutyoumylifeisjustdownthedrain..
#22
im still so angry at myself , i dont know what to do without you , when the rain fell down , i broke down and started crying , so no one would notice if i was crying or not , i never thought id be so angry at myself so much , losing you was my biggest regret ...
istillloveyou..
istillloveyou..
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
#21
Mood ; Confused Song ; Its Not Just You - Nasri
People say , if you love something then let it go but if it comes running back then you know what to do , but really i dont know what to do , at times when she asks me if she needed me the most , would i be there , and i answered yes of course , and couple of days ago , we had a talk about us , and i told her how i feel , and that was it , but when i ask her , she always tells me she doesnt know that she needs to sort things out with her ex , but really i keep it inside saying to myself , whats the point of her sorting things out when her and her ex are over , sometimes i think im willing to wait for nothing , sometimes i think that shes just leaving me on , but why cant i just walk away , its because i love her and i cant let her go , and she should know that , i ask myself sometimes , why arent me and her official yet , and i tell myself everytime , i have to respect her decision and just wait , time will tell but time is too long and waiting is a heart ache , if only i could wish upon a star , wishing that me and her will get together and be official i would take that chance and wish it now , you can tell im whipped i admit it i am , but i dont care what people say , because its what makes love a better place , one day i just hope that somehow she'd tell me how she would feel itd make it easier and stop making me so curious and confused , even though at times she tells me she loves me , how do i know if its true or not , how would i tell if its just empty words or not , sigh* i just hope in a couple of days time she would finally make her decision and tell me , because honestly i cant wait anymore , but if she says she loves me as she says and that she feels special when shes with me , then she would tell me straight up now , im sick of waiting but dont wanna push me away , someone just give me a sign tell me what to do .
People say , if you love something then let it go but if it comes running back then you know what to do , but really i dont know what to do , at times when she asks me if she needed me the most , would i be there , and i answered yes of course , and couple of days ago , we had a talk about us , and i told her how i feel , and that was it , but when i ask her , she always tells me she doesnt know that she needs to sort things out with her ex , but really i keep it inside saying to myself , whats the point of her sorting things out when her and her ex are over , sometimes i think im willing to wait for nothing , sometimes i think that shes just leaving me on , but why cant i just walk away , its because i love her and i cant let her go , and she should know that , i ask myself sometimes , why arent me and her official yet , and i tell myself everytime , i have to respect her decision and just wait , time will tell but time is too long and waiting is a heart ache , if only i could wish upon a star , wishing that me and her will get together and be official i would take that chance and wish it now , you can tell im whipped i admit it i am , but i dont care what people say , because its what makes love a better place , one day i just hope that somehow she'd tell me how she would feel itd make it easier and stop making me so curious and confused , even though at times she tells me she loves me , how do i know if its true or not , how would i tell if its just empty words or not , sigh* i just hope in a couple of days time she would finally make her decision and tell me , because honestly i cant wait anymore , but if she says she loves me as she says and that she feels special when shes with me , then she would tell me straight up now , im sick of waiting but dont wanna push me away , someone just give me a sign tell me what to do .
" your love is just like a magnet , you just keep pulling me in , and when your
around me i just dont know what to do , so hun just tell me if were true "vuSonhoangLe
#20
Mood ; Dont really know but im smiling | Song ; Wedding Dress - Taeyang
i havent been on blogger for so long , i guess i just dont have time , but as i always do , id like to write something for melinda , i hope she reads this , here i go ;
Melinda melinda melinda , today you drank , i was so worried what was gonna happen to you hun :( i was scared that another guy wouldve like you know , yeahh but i trust you , i hope that me and you would always be together no matter what happens , hun the perfection of your love is the essence of being , without it , i'd be so lost , at times hun when we have our ups and downs , ill speak from the bottom of my heart to cheer you up , dont worry about me ill be fine as long as you dont leave me , i respect your decision of when you want us to be official i know i can wait , i can wait a year or so , my love is for you and only you hun you take me to a better place , i know im so cheesy but at times i guess its good to express my feelings to you , because i just cant keep it in , the finest things in life is what you deserve and that is what ill give to you just the way you like it , you took my heart away just like that did you know that ? you mean the world to be , let the sky fall down and take me away because i dont wanna live without you , even though forever doesnt exist , but its a belief that i can believe when im with you , its like i dream that i dont wanna give up hoping that its gonna be true , hun i love you thats all i can say , i just hope you read this .
i can be your valentines though my windows are still open waiting for you to close it <3
i havent been on blogger for so long , i guess i just dont have time , but as i always do , id like to write something for melinda , i hope she reads this , here i go ;
Melinda melinda melinda , today you drank , i was so worried what was gonna happen to you hun :( i was scared that another guy wouldve like you know , yeahh but i trust you , i hope that me and you would always be together no matter what happens , hun the perfection of your love is the essence of being , without it , i'd be so lost , at times hun when we have our ups and downs , ill speak from the bottom of my heart to cheer you up , dont worry about me ill be fine as long as you dont leave me , i respect your decision of when you want us to be official i know i can wait , i can wait a year or so , my love is for you and only you hun you take me to a better place , i know im so cheesy but at times i guess its good to express my feelings to you , because i just cant keep it in , the finest things in life is what you deserve and that is what ill give to you just the way you like it , you took my heart away just like that did you know that ? you mean the world to be , let the sky fall down and take me away because i dont wanna live without you , even though forever doesnt exist , but its a belief that i can believe when im with you , its like i dream that i dont wanna give up hoping that its gonna be true , hun i love you thats all i can say , i just hope you read this .
i can be your valentines though my windows are still open waiting for you to close it <3
Friday, January 22, 2010
#12
Mood ; Happy ;D | Song ; Stay Here Forever - Donnie Klang ft Frankie B
Yesterday i went to hospital for melinda's sake , apparently she wants me to live and be with her :) , whilst i was at hospital i swear it was so epic :S i thought i was gonna see ghosts and all that supernatural stuff , well at like 6 - 7 doctors told me to go into this room and it was like freaky because it looked like a surgery place , but yeah i was scared , they shoved down a tube down my throat , it had like a camera on it , and yeah i had to watch what was in my throat and it was ewww D: like i saw the infection forming and stuff , i thought i felt like i was gonna choke on the bloody tube , i swear it made me feel like i was gonna vomit >.<" , after that i was sent to like a room to take my medicine to make my throat better , but i dont feel any difference yet , i got to rest for abit but then melinda called me to ask me if i was okay and we kept talking and talking , and then later we did a 3 way phone call with samantha and then later samantha was talking about ghost and i got scared because i was in a hospital whilst i was on the phone the doctors let me have a choice to go home or stay for surgery so i chose to go home , yeah well on the way home i was still on the phone with melinda and samantha and yeah we kept talking and talking til i finally went to sleep at around 2 and i told melinda to call me at 4 , oh and did i mention she sent me a text :L , but anyway melinda called me at 4 but i was still sleeping , and then she texted me lmfao , but yeah woke up at like 4:30 because dad woke me up to go fishing at avoca beach , and guess what epic fail no fish at all ahahs i nearly died there to because i slipped on something lucky i didnt land on my head landed on my ass which hurt alot still , well atleast i finally got to eat a kebab again , and now im at my cousins watching some hong kong movie , yeah that was pretty much my day
vuSonhoangLe :P
Yesterday i went to hospital for melinda's sake , apparently she wants me to live and be with her :) , whilst i was at hospital i swear it was so epic :S i thought i was gonna see ghosts and all that supernatural stuff , well at like 6 - 7 doctors told me to go into this room and it was like freaky because it looked like a surgery place , but yeah i was scared , they shoved down a tube down my throat , it had like a camera on it , and yeah i had to watch what was in my throat and it was ewww D: like i saw the infection forming and stuff , i thought i felt like i was gonna choke on the bloody tube , i swear it made me feel like i was gonna vomit >.<" , after that i was sent to like a room to take my medicine to make my throat better , but i dont feel any difference yet , i got to rest for abit but then melinda called me to ask me if i was okay and we kept talking and talking , and then later we did a 3 way phone call with samantha and then later samantha was talking about ghost and i got scared because i was in a hospital whilst i was on the phone the doctors let me have a choice to go home or stay for surgery so i chose to go home , yeah well on the way home i was still on the phone with melinda and samantha and yeah we kept talking and talking til i finally went to sleep at around 2 and i told melinda to call me at 4 , oh and did i mention she sent me a text :L , but anyway melinda called me at 4 but i was still sleeping , and then she texted me lmfao , but yeah woke up at like 4:30 because dad woke me up to go fishing at avoca beach , and guess what epic fail no fish at all ahahs i nearly died there to because i slipped on something lucky i didnt land on my head landed on my ass which hurt alot still , well atleast i finally got to eat a kebab again , and now im at my cousins watching some hong kong movie , yeah that was pretty much my day
vuSonhoangLe :P
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
#11
Mood ; Bored And Tired | Song ; I Choose You - Babyface
" Whenever you feel like dancing , you dont have to dance alone..(8) "i told you lets just be friends and have a fresh start , that was a done deal that we made , if i hadn't told you that , we wouldn't be talking til this day , wouldn't be wanting to see eachothers face ever again , but then again , i hope you realise how much i cant afford to lose you , how much id need you in my life , how much i want you back but all this is just aint enough but i want you to be happy and to always smile , just like i told you a thousand times .
"if you love something so much let it go if they come running back then you would know what to do ."today , seeing you was the best thing i've done in days , knowing you can still smile , knowing you can still laugh , remember when i said " whenever i see your face it makes me happy " well i guess that's true , because you lighten up my day everytime i see you , but i cant really say anything can i ? , i'm keeping these feelings deep inside to the bottom of my heart , hopeing one day id get you back and it'll stay that way til i actually do . you are what completes me . whats wrong me , there's so much fish to find out and about this world , but still i just want you out of that billion , i guess faith brought me to you , that's why out of all the girls , you'd be the right one for me , even if i heard bad things about you , even if i heard your bad for me , i don't care what they say , because i choose to believe your love is what i need , i miss you dearly , i just want you to know , you know who you are
Friday, January 15, 2010
#10
" dont fall for the wrong person , unless its the person you need the most "
Friday, January 8, 2010
#9
Mood ; Still Pissed off but slowly calming down | Song ; Words From The Gang - DJ Coone
the feeling of being in love with a girl you would never accomplish to get , since theirs always a competition out there . if you know what i'm going through , then you would know how it would feel seriously . i cant believe only one girl that i've liked for so long , and still i having even gone out with . she makes me so complete i dont know how to explain it , she knows i like her , she knows how much i do , maybe its her playing hard to get or maybe she just doesnt feel the same . i dont know .. ahh but i guess time will tell wouldnt it ?
the feeling of being in love with a girl you would never accomplish to get , since theirs always a competition out there . if you know what i'm going through , then you would know how it would feel seriously . i cant believe only one girl that i've liked for so long , and still i having even gone out with . she makes me so complete i dont know how to explain it , she knows i like her , she knows how much i do , maybe its her playing hard to get or maybe she just doesnt feel the same . i dont know .. ahh but i guess time will tell wouldnt it ?
#8
Mood ; Pissed off | Song ; U Made Me This Way - Tim Benson
Arghhhh what a piss off today , fck i swear what more could happen .
so i decided to go out to jupiter and hang out lmao its was a breeze , met up with brandon and tasha , it was so boring though bloody hell . me and brandon decided to go to my house while tasha goes to her uncles for russian xmas party lmaos . what i did at my house was funny . turned on my monitor and maple was there waiting for me to play it and brandon hogs the comp for abit while i just watch him play . then afterward i got to play for abit . brandon got hungry so we went out to bkk to eat but dropped by jupiter to see who was there , saw michael , jamie and danny sitting there lmao . then michael told me that rocky went into jupiter and told him to tell me to watch my back , like wtf i swear i got pissed off then i went to bkk then back to jupiter and went to bakery to buy ciggerettes and guess who i saw , rocky . so i went to buy my cigs and behind my back rocky told brandon to tell me to get out of his face in 2 mins FCKING BE A MAN AND FCKING SAY IT STRAIGHT TO ME DICKHEAD :@ , then went to bus stop rocky was on same bus but he was going to fairfield with my mates/his . when i was about to step onto the bus , he fcking spat on me , i was close to clicking it but brandon told me calm down , so i went onto the bus sat their till i arrived to brandons , on the way walking there saw rocky on the bus fcking staring at me , fcking dickfuck ==" and then i didnt see him from there on .
Arghhhh what a piss off today , fck i swear what more could happen .
so i decided to go out to jupiter and hang out lmao its was a breeze , met up with brandon and tasha , it was so boring though bloody hell . me and brandon decided to go to my house while tasha goes to her uncles for russian xmas party lmaos . what i did at my house was funny . turned on my monitor and maple was there waiting for me to play it and brandon hogs the comp for abit while i just watch him play . then afterward i got to play for abit . brandon got hungry so we went out to bkk to eat but dropped by jupiter to see who was there , saw michael , jamie and danny sitting there lmao . then michael told me that rocky went into jupiter and told him to tell me to watch my back , like wtf i swear i got pissed off then i went to bkk then back to jupiter and went to bakery to buy ciggerettes and guess who i saw , rocky . so i went to buy my cigs and behind my back rocky told brandon to tell me to get out of his face in 2 mins FCKING BE A MAN AND FCKING SAY IT STRAIGHT TO ME DICKHEAD :@ , then went to bus stop rocky was on same bus but he was going to fairfield with my mates/his . when i was about to step onto the bus , he fcking spat on me , i was close to clicking it but brandon told me calm down , so i went onto the bus sat their till i arrived to brandons , on the way walking there saw rocky on the bus fcking staring at me , fcking dickfuck ==" and then i didnt see him from there on .
Saturday, January 2, 2010
#7 - remade..
Mood : Bored off my head | Music : Flashback - Darren styles
There comes a time in life when someone just has to be there with you no matter what , i cant believe til this day , Melinda would be that girl to walk around the corner , though she isnt perfect but perfect doesnt count its the way she treats me that matters , even though sometimes shes a lil demented x) but i chose to make an exception to stay with her , coz every now and then every man has to find his way to settle down . one minute shes cool but the next she got an attitude , she won me over just like that . one lil touch made me fall for her , everything she do , everything that we go through makes me love her more and more everytime , i gotta admit it works ahas . all the fights and arguments me and her have makes me a better man , makes me believe that everythings gonna be worth it .
There comes a time in life when someone just has to be there with you no matter what , i cant believe til this day , Melinda would be that girl to walk around the corner , though she isnt perfect but perfect doesnt count its the way she treats me that matters , even though sometimes shes a lil demented x) but i chose to make an exception to stay with her , coz every now and then every man has to find his way to settle down . one minute shes cool but the next she got an attitude , she won me over just like that . one lil touch made me fall for her , everything she do , everything that we go through makes me love her more and more everytime , i gotta admit it works ahas . all the fights and arguments me and her have makes me a better man , makes me believe that everythings gonna be worth it .
SonshineLovesMelinda <3
" One day or another
my love for you
will grow stronger and stronger
even though we fuss and fight
even though we argue
theres nothing that can pass my way
and force me into leaving you
i found my keeper
ive decided to keep you
i know,
even though were not officially dating
im just telling you now to let you know how i feel"
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